Monday, March 28, 2005

Rejected

So, how do I feel? I feel rejected. They told me I was special. They told me they were excited about Kara and I. They filled my head with visions and I believed them. I started planning. But it was not meant to be.I didn't guard my heart and it bit me in the butt.

I was finally starting to get over my fear that I didn't belong. With one five minute phone call all those feelings came rushing back in.

Yes, I know that "God has his ways." I know that it wasn't "meant to be." Duh! Why does God have to beat my wife and I up like this?

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